My life, My journey, My rules

How justified our lives would have been if only we were responsible for our ups and downs and wins and losses. If only nobody could have cared to predict the outcomes of our judgements and then stopped us from doing what we always wanted to.





I am a girl and my story daily revolves around these thoughts. On one side, I am so glad about being imbibed with the sense of morals and thoughts of affection and concern for others.. thanks to that, that I have turned out to be a sensible and mature lady who has meaningful thoughts. But every story has a dark side, a side unknown to all, even to ourselves at times. I, sometimes, ponder over the thought of how freely I am captured in my own life’s tangled routines. My journey is definitely about making my parents proud and happy, about following the rules of the society (the society which is and will never be nothing more than a CCTV camera at me) and about falling in the good books of my relatives (most of whom I haven’t even met ever in my life). My journey is never ever supposed to be what I want out of it, how I wanna turn my dreams true and how I have the deep and strong desires to feel the independence and to live them.

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When the freedom of cool windy breeze takes my face into its captivity, sitting at the window seat of a bus or train, it makes me feel alive.. it makes me fall in love with life.. it makes me feel the never ending flow.. when the original and unprocessed beauty of a place spellbounds me, it makes me feel blessed to be born, it makes the purpose of my life fall in place, it simply makes me feel complete. When the thought of leaving behind all the responsibilities and duties, for sometime, crosses my mind, it makes me live the difference between the breath of liability and the soothing breath of freedom, it feeds my heart with the love for life.




No matter what I yearn my journey to be, it always fail on one parameter or the other on the scale of our patriarch society. The funny questionnaire I face everytime leaves me with all the non sense rules and pocket filled satirical element to laugh about:

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Yeah, my brother got it pre-printed on his birth certificate that being a boy, he has been granted all the permissions by default!

 

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With all the dramatic dialogues and emotions as if I am planning to fight in the upcoming World War!

 

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True, mom and dad! Go tell the khaandaan that you guys have done a great job in capturing my dreams and killing my desires!

 

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First of all, I cant ever thank you enough for bringing me up so beautifully! But dear parents, my life’s purpose would go unsatisfied if I don’t live my dreams.

 

Ladies, this all will go round and round, time and again. We can hardly escape it. But we should never escape our chance to happiness. Happiness is not only a state of mind, it is the state of making your passion fall in place, it is the freedom to follow your heart and it is the independence to pack your bags and set straight to your next destination. See you soon, with all the courage you can gather and with all the independence and confidence you possess, to flaunt!

 

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